Fear

So, is this like surprising to anyone? Not like SURPRISE! surprise, but like OMG MY FRIEND IS SOOO WEIRD! surprise. Pretty much I started this on a day that I was like freaking out cause a guy that I knew (over the internet... =.=; ) for over a year now like totally scared me. The worst part is that I was like sooo paranoid at school and everything. No one must have noticed... YAY ME FOR ACTING SKILLZ!
I could tell the story, but I would have to tell another story to explain why the first story is so freaky to me or you all would go "wow... that is like soooo not scary" cause that is what one of my friends did (he is online too... and yes, that is for the most part the only social life that i have outside of school ). Okay, he didn't really say that, he was just like... I don't really know... like implying it? I'm not sure... *fails*.
So anyway! If any of my few friends out there that are not creepy like my scary ex friend (fine, I admit it. I gave in apologized, but for whatever reason he got mad at me... Okay this probably makes no sense to anyone... YAY ME!) are like OMG she is sooo messed up, and you end up asking about any of the two stories, I probably not tell you since 1) I am much too lazy 2) it is pretty personal and 3)... insert third point here? I don't know... : /
And now I will stop babbling about something that no one
did know, knows, or ever will know about!
And know to make myself seem smarter and a tad bit less blonde...
I think that in everyone, there is someone scared and crying. What it is that they are scared of, I'm not totally sure because I'm sure that it is different for everyone, but yes.
And now I feel smart! 8D